Showing posts with label Easy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Easy. Show all posts

Thursday, 14 March 2013

The Tin Man


I have felt that pain couple times
pain in the gut, the feeling that you are missing something
someone
this pain is not new
for some reason, I get over it
I find what I am/was looking for

Each time I welcome her back
she lays beside me and promises not to leave me
and I believe her
forgetting her past transgressions I dive in

Head first

Forgetting her past transgressions… 
old memories and emotions take over
making me an emotional mess
but I endure, I might like it
because its her, 
She gives it to me good all the time

I am out with the guys, I see her
with a guy, comfy and snuggly
she sees me…

I laugh
at her? No. 
at myself? Yes.

Cos I am certain it’s the last time…
Knock on the door…
who is it? I ask…
a familiar voice answers... "its me"

My heart melts

I push the button…


Sitting, thinking about what I have done…
with a glass of Jameson in hand and 
ice dancing around in glass as if happy with what I had done
I smile and take long drag of the cigar…



Yes I did it.

Friday, 7 September 2012

THE THOUGHT OF BEING TAUGHT


i was quite sure of a number of things growing up, i was so sure i was going to be rich,
date and marry the finest girl PERIOD!
drive the nicest cars, wont do drugs, stay away from alcohol... and all that good stuff.
fortunately or unfortunately, some i have achieved and some... lets just say it ain't that easy.
i will let some out the bag.
1- Gwap
OMG!!! growing up i was so sure that money was just handed out and thought that
it was a thing of timing... "as i get older the government or the people that share money will give me too"
shiiiit!! 
woke from that dream real fast and sleeping has posed a great difficulty. 
but the thing is that life still goes on and we try out best to make it worth living.

"to live is to suffer and to survive... 
you have to find meaning in the suffering"
- DMX

2- Women (love life/Marriage)
the movies always showed us a happy ending...
boy crushes on some girl next door, girl not quite sure what to do about it 
and as time goes by she later realizes that he is the one for her...
or
the idea that the girl next door was always an easy lay...
hmm... 
right...
it happened but wasn't always as sweet as they made it out to be
imagine if you had to see a girl u had no feelings for everyday and she felt the need to say hi
or be all close and grabby with you cos you guys are sex buddies... 
yeah that wont be cool would it? 
and to top it... she not the prettiest... 
right...
some bullshit if you ask me!!
well the truth is some people have it better than others
some people live their life like they are in a movie. 
i pray the movie never ends for your sake. 

for me, i have had a pretty decent adventure... and don't regret nuffn i done in the past.

ohh ladies... just flip it... it applies to the guys too.

3- Alcohol
ok... this ish right here is the truth.
imagine getting off work and your car ends up at the round the corner bar or joint
you sit down and the waiter walks up to you and you place your order
i am a whiskey guy so....
but for the sake of this blog alcohol will be called "kelly rowland"
but anyways you order your first glass or bottle of kelly rowland.
that first sip OMG! 
UNFUCKWITHABLE
....
I NEED A DRINK... WILL FINISH LATER